Darnell's Playlist

I must've typed then deleted at least 5 times
So much I want to say, need to say
I'm not sure if it's that I don't know how to say it
Or if it's just that words can't describe it
What I am sure of is I miss what we had
&& I want it back more than I want anything
So, tonight, like very many nights, I am dedicating this to you
My Simba, I love you ; then, now, forever, always



Bow Wow - Let Me Hold You
Jagged Edge - Good Luck Charm
Ginuwine - I'm In Love
Musiq - Teach Me
Amel Larrieux - Make Me Whole
Teedra Moses - Take Me
Beyonce - Dangerously In Love
Alicia Keys - No One
Keyshia Cole- Heaven Sent
Chris Brown - With You
Anthony Hamilton - Do You Feel Me
Brandy - Wanna Be Down
Bow Wow feat. Ciara - Like You
Amel Larrieux - No One Else
Goapele - First Love
Fabolous - Make Me Better
Jordin Sparks - No Air
Tyra B - Still In Love
Nivea - Complicated
Anthony Hamilton - Can't Let Go
Lyfe Jennings - Let's Stay Together
Mary J. Blige - Be Without You

&& just know that this list could go on ...

Fat Girl Status

So. . .I definitely have been on a tetter totter with this whole "healthy living" thing
I will do so good for like 2 weeks then what happens?
McDonald's fries or brownies or cherry limeade will call my name
&& it is all downhill from there

I suppose there is a balance that I can maintain
my problem is getting to that balance and staying consistent
Mmm. . .chocolate chip cookies and ice cream. . .
totally went off topic but that's how it happens
random thoughts of great tasting food
then I have to have it
well, maybe not HAVE TO
but my wants take over && then I am back at square one

with that being said, I am gonna make it a priority to do better
hopefully, in about a month, I will be telling how well I am doing on this venture

So Cold

Hello world!
I am back again :)
this feels like I'm back "home"
*exhale* so much has taken place since our last encounter
it would take too much time to catch us up
so I'm just gonna start from this very moment...
Wale's "Diary" on repeat
fell in love with this song a little while back
actually, really listening to it makes me truly realize why
this song is me ; who I have become, why I have become this
I am moved to tears ; I am what this song is
save me from me ; don't wanna be "down and out"
somehow, I wanna move on ; live without fear
LOVE without fear...love WITHOUT fear
F E A R ; how could 4 letters stop a force so strong?
it's a hell of a thing ; I can testify to that
there is one thing that I have learned from it though
as long as I keep it moving, I'll find my way out
"nurse the wounds by them ; tried them, didn't work
diary of a black girl..."